Am baacccckkk..

Today is Friday 5th of June 2009..

Akhirnya gw isi lagi nih blog setelah sekian lama gw ngilang gara2 banyak tugas sama test2. masih ada 4 tugas lagi sih sebenernya. tapi group assignment, so it doesnt matter that much.
anyway, skr tuh jam 2:57am, and as usual i cant sleep. daritadi chatting aj ma nyokap n temen gw si bono. trus buka2 you tube liat2 video lucu nya "charlie bite me" and "baby try to stay awake". lumayan buat hiburan gw. hehe. tadinya sih gw mau lanjutin lagi cerita gw dari tahun 2005, tp gw dah tutup buku tentang masa lalu and now its d time to look forward. i need to learn on how to let go of the past. thus, mulai hari ini gw cerita aja my daily activities and start from this day. anyway, gw mo cerita tentang hari kemaren tepatnya hari kamis.

.Thursday 4th June 2009.

-nightmare that made me realize how important my best friend is-

gw kebangun jam 6 pagi dan itu bukan karena gw masang alarm atau mau sholat subuh tp karena gw mimpi buruk. sumpah yah mimpi buruk nya bener2 nyeremin bgt. sampe2 baju gw basah sama keringet padahal di kamar gw AC gw pasang 16 drajat. trus gw ga bisa napas. gw mimpi kalo sahabat gw Ayu kecelakaan. di mimpi gw tuh mobil nya bener2 sama, lokasi nya juga gw tau di daerah bandung tp gw ga tau tepatnya dimana. yg pasti gw pernah ngelewatin itu.
trus di mimpi itu gw ngerasa kalo gw bener2 ngalamin bgt. sampe skr masih kebayang sama gw keadaan mobil nya, keadaan nya ayu, sampe darah2 yg nempel di baju gw. bener2 kayak nyata. bangun2 gw pengen nangis, gw langsung sms ayu trus bhubung pas gw bangun emang pas adzan subuh, jadi skalian gw solat subuh. gw udah ga bisa nahan nangis gw disitu, sampe2 mukena gw basah sama ingus. gw bener2 takut bgt. takut itu bakal kejadian. tapi seperti kata nabi Muhammad kalo mimpi buruk itu mimpi dari setan. mudah2an itu bener2 cuma mimpi dan bukan pertanda ttg apa2. amiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnn. abis gw solat subuh gw coba tidur lagi dan baru bangun jam 10 trus langsung ke library buat belajar. gw mencoba utk ga mikirin ttg mimpi buruk gw sampe akhirnya gw ngerasa kalo mata sebelah kanan gw kok kedut2 mulu dari 1 minggu yg lalu. terus pas gw nanya sama temen gw, katanya kalo mata sebelah kanan berkedut tandanya mau bersedih hati. awalnya gw pikir temen gw ngarang, trus gw search di google dan ternyata bener. wuaaaaaaaaa tambah takut gw. gw cerita ma nyokap gw dan nyokap gw bilang, terkadang hal yg kita takutin itu malah yg akan terjadi pada diri kita, makanya jangan terlalu takut akan suatu hal dan yg penting selalu berdoa. owell, dats what ive done everyday. pray for my family and best friend as always. i always put them as my priority in life cos sometimes happiness doesnt come from money, fame, and power. sometimes happiness come from family and good friends. owell, i dont have to mention why i put my family on top, but i'll give u some reason on why i also put my best friend as my priority. first, best friend is very important for me because best friend is someone who always get ur back and i like to see my best friend happy eventho i have to sacrifice my own happiness. really i dont mind.
alhamdulillah, I got really lucky with mine. My best friend is funny, intelligent, creative, beautiful, and kindhearted. She’s also impulsive, frustrating, ummm complicated, childish, sometimes selfish, but I would not have her any other way and the best part about my best friend is that she always puts friends first. So if i'am in any kind of trouble, I can’t think of anyone but my best friend.
so u guys, choose ur best friend wisely. u dont need thousand friends, cos one bestest and loyal friend is worth thousand friends.

.cheers.